You have to trust in something.
When our computer goes up we call someone who knows how to fix it. We trust the technician.
When our car breaks down we call someone who knows how to fix it. We trust the mechanic.
But for some reason, when things go wrong in our lives we don’t call the one who knows how to fix it. In fact, we do everything “but”.
God made you. He knows what works and what doesn’t. We are given the choice whether we believe that or not.
I can tell you for certainty, he knows how to help you. But it may take some patience on your part. It may take being teachable and willing to listen. It may take doing some things you don’t want to do.